Sisterly Love.

This is my sister and while I know I probably talk way to much about her I don't care. She's my life line. She was my mother when I didn't have one. She is most defiantly THE most important person to me. I wouldn't be alive with out her. She has been there for me through everything. She's taught me that family is the most important thing in the world. That no one will ever have my back like she does. This summer was the first time I'd seen her in five years. I got to show her how much I'd grown and how good I was doing, because of her. We talked for hours on end about everything. I learned new things about her everyday, the good things and the bad things. How alike we are and how different.

She has always been my inspiration and my role model. Ever since I was a little girl I've always wanted to be just like her. She's so beautiful, smart and funny. That's all I ever heard, "Chantel is gorgeous! Chantel is so strong!" and I wanted to be as pretty and as strong as her. So, I worked so hard to be just like my sister. But after a while of doing that I was exhausted. I would never be my sister. So I decided to just be me instead, but that doesn't mean I don't still idolize her. I just know that I wont ever be her. 

I love my sister and my nieces with all my heart. My nieces are THE most adorable human beings in this entire universe. Bold statement I know, but I can back it up. My nieces keep up a family tradition. Of two girls that are very close, one with brown hair, one with blonde. Me and Sarra, Chantel and Lindsay, my aunt Crystal and my aunt Kathryn. It goes back forever. Precious has bleach blonde hair, while Hayden has brunette hair. They are like night and day. Although in my eyes they are just perfect. All I want is to just be a good aunt to them. I hope they think of me as a good aunt.

As sister I get that they are going to fight, but I hope more than anything that they will stay close forever. Precious takes such good care of her little sister and protects her just like Chantel did for me. Hayden is very small for her age because she has Russel Silver Disorder which has caused her to have pretty bad asthma. It's also effected her growth. While she is five years old she still resembles a two year old in height. It's so cute to watch them. Hayden will always tattle on her older sister, but Precious doesn't seem to mind at all. She takes it very well and its pretty impressive.